As an apology, have some food porn:
Cheesecake & Raspberry Brownies |
Candied Orange Peels |
Homemade Butterbeer |
Hells yeah, you should be jealous of my HP mug! |
Clearly, did not care. ∨∨∨
There. All better, now. I hope we can be friends, again.
The truth is, I've been cheating on you with my first love - story writing. I was recently presented with the opportunity to possibly be published in a professional anthology, so I spent the greater portion of March writing a short story for submission.
Will any of you get to read it? Probably not. One, it's an adult story - to which some of you are going OH EM GEE WUT. ADULT FICTION. SCANDALOUS. To which I have to answer - AWH MAWH GAWHD, ES TEE EFF YUU, YES. GROW UP. Anyway, the point is, it's not super appropriate to publicly share. Second - remember, I said "possibly". Just because I submitted something, that doesn't mean it will be accepted, because that is how writing works. Thirdly, I also discovered that it was more or less expected that you revise the piece a metric pork-load of times, and because I came late to the party, I missed out on the critiquing stage, which means I stand significantly less of a chance. And I can understand that. To a point.
But at the same time - I don't. In professional writing, you rarely end up with the same story you started with. Sometimes entire chapters are slashed, people ask you to re-write everything from a different character POV, or change themes altogether. In what other art form does one expect you to take the thing you've worked on for ages, essentially take a pair of scissors to it, and re-do the entire thing with rearranged snippets? Sure. There are drafts of everything. But the scrutiny involved with the written piece is not parallel to that of the visual or audio. A dozen-plus editors don't swoop down and rip out entire movements of a symphony. They don't take a brush and paint giant chunks over a face that isn't pleasing (maybe censors do that, but I think that's a different subject).
I don't think people appreciate the level of drafting/editing goes into writing anymore, even authors themselves. Case in point, I mostly just rant, and then maybe go back and touch up a few typos/awkward phrases when I read over my posts a second time. Writing as a profession is taxing, and frankly, it's not very rewarding. Like most other things, it's become much harder to get accepted by a publisher, and with the rising price of printing, one doesn't see much of the profit (and don't give me any BS about self-publishing - that's hardly any better, and it comes with a number of tradeoffs.) You pour your heart into something, but unlike a picture, a sculpture, a song, or even a cake, you can't really get the instant satisfaction from it. It takes dedication to read. Furthermore, even if you get something published, not everyone gets to be JK Rowling. A few dozen people may pick up your book, but it will likely sit, a dusty tome, before long.
And you know what - I'm strangely sort of OK with it. First of all - writers are all more or less being praised for the fact that they are inveterate (if fabulously talented) self-important liars, so anything that discourages fibbing is probably a good thing. Second - maybe it's our form of practice. You can't really "rehearse" writing. Like everything else, you get better at it by doing more (i.e., write a ton, edit a ton, re-write a ton - voila - pray to the Heavens that you can actually tell a coherent story by the end of it).
Third, and maybe most important, it's all very telling. In the fast moving world we live in today, we don't always have a lot of time to sit down and read 10,000 words of someone's manifesto. We have Facebook, Twitter (effectively Facebook statuses condensed like cans of Campbell's Soup), Tumblr, Instagram, 5-minute YouTube videos, on and on and on. Brevity is the soul of wit. If we can catch someone's attention with just a splash of verbiage and picture, then bravo.
But if someone is really willing to take the time to sit down and hear what you have to say, that's a rare gift. Maybe you've got a real talent. Maybe you've found a unique bird (and yes, good friends always fall into the category of "unique birds".) Either way, someone's walking away from that encounter, a little better for it.
I guess what I'm getting at is, if you're still with me, reading up to this point, thanks. That means a lot to me.
Until the next (hopefully sooner than 2 months from now.)
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