Thursday, March 28, 2013

Why writing is the most underrated form of art (and why I'm OK with it)

Oh, hey there.  Me again.  That girl who said she was going to post twice a month and subsequently did not.

As an apology, have some food porn:

Cheesecake & Raspberry Brownies


Candied Orange Peels

Homemade Butterbeer
Hells yeah, you should be jealous of my HP mug!
^^^ Definitely got a ton of butterbeer all over my hands while cooking and taking pictures.


Clearly, did not care. ∨∨∨


There.  All better, now.  I hope we can be friends, again.

The truth is, I've been cheating on you with my first love - story writing.  I was recently presented with the opportunity to possibly be published in a professional anthology, so I spent the greater portion of March writing a short story for submission.

Will any of you get to read it?  Probably not.  One, it's an adult story - to which some of you are going OH EM GEE WUT.  ADULT FICTION.  SCANDALOUS.  To which I have to answer - AWH MAWH GAWHD, ES TEE EFF YUU, YES.  GROW UP.  Anyway, the point is, it's not super appropriate to publicly share.  Second - remember, I said "possibly".  Just because I submitted something, that doesn't mean it will be accepted, because that is how writing works.  Thirdly, I also discovered that it was more or less expected that you revise the piece a metric pork-load of times, and because I came late to the party, I missed out on the critiquing stage, which means I stand significantly less of a chance.  And I can understand that.  To a point.

But at the same time - I don't.  In professional writing, you rarely end up with the same story you started with.  Sometimes entire chapters are slashed, people ask you to re-write everything from a different character POV, or change themes altogether.  In what other art form does one expect you to take the thing you've worked on for ages, essentially take a pair of scissors to it, and re-do the entire thing with rearranged snippets?  Sure.  There are drafts of everything.  But the scrutiny involved with the written piece is not parallel to that of the visual or audio.  A dozen-plus editors don't swoop down and rip out entire movements of a symphony.  They don't take a brush and paint giant chunks over a face that isn't pleasing (maybe censors do that, but I think that's a different subject). 

I don't think people appreciate the level of drafting/editing goes into writing anymore, even authors themselves.  Case in point, I mostly just rant, and then maybe go back and touch up a few typos/awkward phrases when I read over my posts a second time.  Writing as a profession is taxing, and frankly, it's not very rewarding.  Like most other things, it's become much harder to get accepted by a publisher, and with the rising price of printing, one doesn't see much of the profit (and don't give me any BS about self-publishing - that's hardly any better, and it comes with a number of tradeoffs.)  You pour your heart into something, but unlike a picture, a sculpture, a song, or even a cake, you can't really get the instant satisfaction from it.  It takes dedication to read.  Furthermore, even if you get something published, not everyone gets to be JK Rowling.  A few dozen people may pick up your book, but it will likely sit, a dusty tome, before long.

And you know what - I'm strangely sort of OK with it.  First of all - writers are all more or less being praised for the fact that they are inveterate (if fabulously talented) self-important liars, so anything that discourages fibbing is probably a good thing.  Second - maybe it's our form of practice.  You can't really "rehearse" writing.  Like everything else, you get better at it by doing more (i.e., write a ton, edit a ton, re-write a ton - voila - pray to the Heavens that you can actually tell a coherent story by the end of it).

Third, and maybe most important, it's all very telling.  In the fast moving world we live in today, we don't always have a lot of time to sit down and read 10,000 words of someone's manifesto.  We have Facebook, Twitter (effectively Facebook statuses condensed like cans of Campbell's Soup), Tumblr, Instagram, 5-minute YouTube videos, on and on and on.  Brevity is the soul of wit.  If we can catch someone's attention with just a splash of verbiage and picture, then bravo.

But if someone is really willing to take the time to sit down and hear what you have to say, that's a rare gift.  Maybe you've got a real talent.  Maybe you've found a unique bird (and yes, good friends always fall into the category of "unique birds".)  Either way, someone's walking away from that encounter, a little better for it.

I guess what I'm getting at is, if you're still with me, reading up to this point, thanks.  That means a lot to me.

Until the next (hopefully sooner than 2 months from now.)

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